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Thursday, January 3, 2008, 9:30 PM

When I pretend,
Everything is what I wanted to be,
I look exactly like what you had always
Wanted to see.
When I pretend,
I can forget about the criminal I am,
Stealing second after second just 'cause
I know I can, but,
I can't pretend this is the way
It will stay, I'm just
Trying to bend the truth.
I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be
So I'm

Lying my way from you.

No turning back now.
I wanna be pushed aside
So let me go.
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone,
Anywhere on my own
'Cause I can see,
The very worse part of you,
Is me.

I remember what they taught to me,
Remember condescending talk
Of who I ought to be.
Remember listening to all of that
And this again.
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in.
And now you think this person
Really is me and I'm
Trying to bend the truth.
But the more I push
The more I'm pulling away
'Cause I'm

Lying my way from you.

No turning back now.
I wanna be pushed aside
So let me go.
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone,
Anywhere on my own
'Cause I can see,
The very worse part of you,
The very worse part of you,
Is me.

This isn't what I wanted to be.
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me,
Like this.

The very worse part of you,
The very worse part of you,
Is me.