i've seen worlds that don't belong

Wednesday, July 14, 2010, 3:25 AM

I hope you'd know how much I cherish every single second I spend with you in my life. Every moment does not go unremembered. Every hug is fully embraced. Every gesture you make is signed off with "I Love You". I could not ask for a better a friend.

Tuesday, May 18, 2010, 2:56 AM

The signs are clear. The past has caught up with me. History is repeating itself and I'm caught in the middle. Why does it have to happen now? I promised myself I wouldn't think about it yet I cried about it because it hurt me whenever I though about it.

One day we were so close. Before I knew it, things had changed and I was back to square one. I didn't want it to end. I became stubborn and persistent. I couldn't prevent the inevitable. It had to happen regardless. I was too late. Too slow. Too selfish. The opportunity was there. But so were the consequences. I blew my chance.

I couldn't watch it occurring. I turned away. But yet I could feel it happening. I put on a facade to hide how I was really feeling. I didn't want to worry you. You deserved more than what I could have provided.

I had to rant this out. If I kept this to myself any longer, I would have just broken down on the spot.

I don't want to lose you. Not now. Not ever. I don't want to lie anymore. I miss you. I miss your smile. I miss the warmth you gave me. I miss how we were. Please don't fade away, especially when I need you the most. Right now.

Even when its dark before the dawn, I feel your grace and carry on. When I needed a place to hang my heart, you were there to wear it from the start. And with every breath in me, you'll be the only light I see.

This heart, it beats for only you. My heart. My heart is yours.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010, 11:01 AM

So this is how it goes
Well I, I would have never known
And if it ends today
Well, I'll still say that you shine brighter than anyone

Now I think we're taking this too far
Don't you know that it's not this hard?
Well it's not this hard
But if you take what's yours and I take mine
Must we go there?
Please not this time. No, not this time.

Well this is not your fault
But if I'm without you
Then I will feel so small
And if you have to go
Always know that you shine brighter than anyone does.

Now I think we're taking this too far
Don't you know that it's not this hard?
Well it's not this hard
But if you take what's yours and I take mine
Must we go there?
Please not this time. No, not this time.

If you run away now,
Will you come back around?
And if you ran away,
I'd still wave goodbye
Watching you shine bright.

Now I think we're taking this too far
Don't you know that it's not this hard?
Well it's not this hard
But if you take what's yours and I take mine
Must we go there?
Please not this time. No, not this time.

And I'll wave goodbye
Watching you shine bright
(You shine bright, you shine bright)
And I'll wave goodbye tonight.

Brighter - Paramore

Friday, October 23, 2009, 12:48 AM

What is the true meaning of friendship? Love? Whats the point of having them when each of us, as an individual never really found out the underlying point of having them, or how they are forged, and kept sharpened, and placed back into its sheath.

Friendship
Friendship is not dependent on how long one has known the other. Neither is it dependent on how much similarity you have with the other.
You are not a better friend simply just because you know how your friend got every single one of his/her scars, or every single crack in the wall lining of your friend's house.
Friendship is dependent on how much you are willing to make that friendship last. Spending every single day with your friend won't give you a 99.99% possibility of having that friendship. Nor does having fun with your friend ensure it.
All it takes is one mistake to throw years, months, weeks, days of friendship down the drain.
This mistake can be from saying something that would have otherwise offended your friend, to one of either party not keeping communication with the other. In other words, "can't be bothered". One does not simply not talk to the other party at all for days, weeks etc. and then expect the latter to always start conversations or organize little gatherings that would have otherwise mean the world to them, spending one day with their long lost friend, who "couldn't be bothered".
As a result, friendship is all about keeping communication with each other. You can't expect the other party to keep in touch by calling you every day, messaging you via MSN, poking you on Facebook etc. when one fails to do back the same.

Friendship is never a one-way relationship.

Love
Can one love without caring? Can one care without love?
Do the math and go figure.
Love is not judged. You can love anyone. But everyone has the right to say no. A decision that the other party must respect. Never ever force the other party to love you back, because thats just courting death.

Loving someone shows that you care for that someone.
But caring for someone shows that you love that someone.

Wednesday, September 30, 2009, 2:31 AM

Brick by Boring Brick - Paramore
Brand New Eyes

She lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell
Of the world that she's left behind
It's all about the exposure the lens I told her
The angels were all wrong now
She's ripping wings off of butterflies

Keep your feet on the ground
When your head's in the clouds
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Ba da ba da ba

So one day he found her crying
Coiled up on the dirty ground
Her prince finally came to save her
And the rest you can figure out
But it was a trick
And the clock struck twelve
Well make sure, to build your house brick by boring brick
Or the wolves gonna blow it down

With her feet on the ground
And her head in the clouds
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Well go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
We'll bury the castle, bury the castle

Well you built up a world of magic
Because your real life is tragic
Yeah you built up a world of magic
If it's not real
You can't hold it in your hand
You can't feel it with your heart
And I won't believe it
But if it's true
You can see it with your eyes
Oh, even in the dark
And that's where I want to be, yeah

Go get your shovel
We'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Go get your shovel
And we'll dig a deep hole
To bury the castle, bury the castle
Ba da ba da ba...

Thursday, August 13, 2009, 11:10 PM

Paramore's Latest music video of their new single, Ignorance as featured on MTV on Thursday 13th August 2009.

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Ignorance - Paramore
Brand New Eyes

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
Well, I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle, a mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life.

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same
No, well, we're not the same
We're the friends who stuck together,
We wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend,
Ignorance is your new best friend

This is the best thing that could've happened;
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person, but you can't take it
The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well, now I can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same
No, we're not the same
No, well, we're not the same
Yeah, we used to stick together,
We wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good
It's good, it's good

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

You treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well,I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend,
Ignorance is your new best friend.
Ignorance is your new best friend,
Ignorance is your new best friend.

Well, you treat me just like another stranger
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
Well, I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out

Ypu treat me just like another stranger,
Well, it's nice to meet you, sir
I guess I'll go,
I best be on my way out

Monday, June 22, 2009, 2:26 AM

Meet me here beneath the burning skies
Where the ocean comes and takes us from all of our
lives
You never Said that you were coming back
I have waited although I have found the place you hide
What keeps you so far away?

We can swim in silence
You can pull me under
I Will not come up for anyone
I could slowly sink in
Watch you as you live by
I Will drown untill you care
(I'll drown untill you care)

I imagine what it must be like
To have everything you need and not be satisfied (be
satisfied)
Run the water until it burns
And you can't see through the waves that crash into
your pride
What keeps you so far away?

We can swim in silence
You can pull me under
I will not come up for anyone
I can slowly sink in
Watch you as you live by
I will drown untill you care

Going under
Going under

Getting close
To what we cannot recognize
Floating face down in the lies
Here we are without a trace
Of the lives we used to blame
You're so far away
What keeps you so far away?

We can swim in silence
You can pull me under
I Will not come up for anyone
I could slowly sink in
Watch you as you live by
I Will drown untill you care

We can swim in silence
You can pull me under
I Will not come up for anyone
We can swim in silence
You can pull me under
I Will not come up for anyone
Yeah

I Will drown untill you care

Paramore - Swim In Silence